My mouse died yesterday at the vet. She had a heart attack. Apparently her liver was also about three times the size it should have been. The vet said little animals instinctively don't show when their really sick because in the wild showing weakness would mean they would get eaten and that's why she only started showing problems yesterday when it was too late to be able to do anything.

I haven't cried this hard in a really long time. :[

I'm completely crushed.

I had just bought her a little friend too.

Oh man this pain medication has me so out of it right now. I don't even feel real. Idk if that even makes sense. I just woke up and I feel like I've been floating around since then. Still working on The Fallen Angel so please feel free to give your criticisms. I won't eat you I promise.

Erm..that's about it for now. I'm going to either read or take another nap or something.

Alright...so that was honestly the weirdest experience ever.

When I got the laughing gas I felt like I was floating away and spinning around. Then everything went numb and when the doctor was talking to me it sounded something like underwater seagulls speaking English. Weird shit man haha.

They don't really hurt right not but my mouth feels like it's missing a huge part of it. Eek.

The medicine they gave me made me throw up. Do. Not. Want.

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I have to get my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow so I may be MIA for a bit. (Either that or the oxycodone I've been prescribed is going to make me so loopy I'll be having "inspiration" left and right hahaha!)

To be honest I'm absolutely terrified because I've never needed surgery of any kind before, I've never needed an IV, I've never needed laughing gas, or to be put to sleep so it's going to be a whole shitload of firsts. :'(

So I should be job searching or doing artwork but instead I'm sitting here watching The Fantastic Four animated series.

Hahaha I think I fail at life.